I feel an explanation coming on:

Music took me at a fairly young age. I've always been interested in it, always wanted to be a part of it. Another part of me always loved writing, stories anything, from a very young age. They combined when I was listening to a song that proclaimed "and there is beauty in despair". It took my breath away, it still does now and I wont ever forget it. There is something so much stronger than spoken word and picture, The world has lost track of good writers, Paper and ink are being pushed aside by the E-Generation and that alone is a cause for despair. Now I might not be the best writer, I've even been scared of how my work is percieved by others (My boss brought it up at my interview) but I stood by what I have to say and I am so very glad that I had/have a place to write all this down. A place that I will continue to write as the beauty of written word might aswell be a curse, It makes sense of things that otherwise might baffle the brainiest of men, It makes tears run and hearts cry out for attention. It hits harder than It could If ever spoke aloud. It soothes the aches and pains of day to day life. I even like to think sometimes It keeps me alive.